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Kaleidoscope Online | Snow: Cassandra Kulay

The snow is crystalline and beautiful burying everything as it falls, a fairy palace made for dolls. Winter outside is mild but cold, today I might be reborn and lose these feelings of being forlorn. Innocent powder cleanses my soul because I am weary and life takes its toll. Every snow flake is different just […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Rain: Cassandra Kulay

  Rain, rain, don’t blame me with your liquored eyes, deep inside we love the same things, it is why we try and try to reach peace and understanding. your mirrored eyes, open, full of love and surprise like a lightening strike, it electrifies me inside, by and by, we will feel the same maybe […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Just Enter: Cassandra Kulay

Just enter my consciousness to find what my aura may confess. Just enter inside my loneliness, Sadness and solitude can refresh, just enter into where prayers are said. I could put up walls to keep you out but I would rather share my fear and doubt. Sometimes I don’t know what to do, just enter […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Denial: Cassandra Kulay

Words stack up like logos showing a secret prisoner pulling at each thought until it drags heavy. Hiding hands across my back so no one sees what I have to give or want to take shielding my desire. Living out of not living but justifying. Wondering why someone once wanted an accounting telling me not […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Resilience: Cassandra Kulay

The corner where she used to wait for the bus running regularly, on its efficient daily schedule.   The unbelieving nature turned upon itself like clockwork because of the unimaginable.   Snow covered roof looking out on the white space of incumbent frustration.   Should lasting memories portray the sun in the face of waxing […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Decadent Creatures Wrecked by Mounting Ambition: Cassandra Kulay

     It was easy to start out ambitious, to believe all that mattered was fame and wealth, for those blessed enough to observe the cycles turning, gradually as the seasons, into love beyond measure, a religion of narcissism and cult innuendo.  Blinded by recognition as a good in itself, the dramatic rivalries played out […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Pines: Cassandra Kulay

Bare and cragged rock faces, a hard sparkle scented like eucalyptus and spearmint. Blue darkening into a green haven for icicles and ornament, needles as soft as carpet, a plush growth of chlorophyll, the foundation of waiting with years turning, in preordained concordance to the seasons. Stopping with the satisfied hum of motor cars, parents […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Grabbing Darkness: Cassandra Kulay

Grabbing darkness to me, low and heavy, velvet and sweet, mourning through pills as if they can cure society or the ills originating inside of me. There are hordes of gargoyles crowding the medication, climbing the walls like ivy, blocking my tears and sustaining me. A laurel crown of distinction, for every hopeful function, that […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Wisdom: Cassandra Kulay

How you gain wisdom is through the gifts the creator has given you. The final product of the learning process is knowledge or wisdom. Hands on learning of methods cultivated to achieve a certain result (as is science ‘experimental’ method). Memorization of formulas and solutions, the acquisition of knowledge, precedence and antecedents.  Facts and theories […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Dead: Cassandra Kulay

You died, your blue-gray skin reflecting all my pain, that you are leaving me this shell and going home again. What I would give is endless, just to see you lovely and vibrant, young, stubborn and trying, instead of stuck in this bed, bored and waiting for death. Then again, I envy you, this great […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Meditation: Cassandra Kulay

I hear my voice floating on lapis waves of thought, keeping me from drowning in emotions and perceptions over which I have no control. They simply bombard me and make me wonder how they came into being, these forces that surround me. Where am I now? Where, compared to where I am supposed to be? […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Men in Black: Cassandra Kulay

You terrified me right out of my objections killed my soul and spirit and proceeded to dissect them. We are never free of one another’s projections in this ugly, silent place I see what you have done behind my back and to my face I want you gone, but I am not the one who […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Starting Over: Cassandra Kulay

Biting the regression, a teething ring, hearing echoes of nowhere, hollowed out for advancement, blind as Oedipus, ekeing out a living on charity, despite my best efforts, or so I am told. Someday, this losing streak will be skidding like a car on an icy road, out of control, faster than perception, faster even than […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Panic Room: Cassandra Kulay

The cell is closing in on me so empty of content except me dark despair swallows my mind lovely memories I long to find I cannot remember without pain brought back to grim reality. My surroundings define me absolutely, I cannot rise to spiritual truth, locked in this cage of lies, I wish not to […]

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Kaleidoscope Online | Pollution Cassandra Kulay

Just minutes to reminisce, saying to myself that was the high time of my existence, not seeing the dark undercurrents or smelling the brackish waters. The high time when everything was clean, packed, pressed, preserved with salted vigor, the newness mezmerized my consciousness, how routinely productive an efficiency of work could be, the lack of […]

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